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I want to watch Ninja Assassin :(

Monday, November 30, 2009, 8:43 PM

Sorry for the lack of proper updates. Just realised that my blog's becoming dead besides all those pictures i've posted. I think my blog's flooded with too many pictures already. Don't you think so? Haiya. So anyway, 2012 wasn't that bomby awesome, except for some touching moments that made me cry silently. Just can't show off my tears to some poeple around me you see. Haaa, okay fullstop. I'll rate 7/10 for that movie. I pretty much enjoyed my Hari Raya Aidiladha over at Aunts' place. I swear i ate alot. Played games and everything. SYIOK to the maxzxzxz! Oh and yes! i have a new baby at home!!!! Brought her home on that same night. Her name is Tila and she's fucking small and cuddly and adorable and pampered and naughty and playful and she's only turning two months old tomorrow! Awwwwwwww i know.
Then here comes my not-so-favourite part. School school school. Been having mood swings every now and then. I'm getting bored, sick and tired of school. My attendance is getting worse. So not looking forward to school every morning when i wake up. Don't know what's happening. Not that i've lost interest on my studies or anything, just that i really find it hard to focus during lessons and lectures. I get tired, sleepy and distracted so fucking easily. Pfft. A week left now and then there goes term tests. But i can't wait for the semester break after that. *sighs* I'm definitely not prepared for term tests. I am struggling with my revisions. Been trying to catch up with almost every little things i've missed. Thought that there'll be a break from hockey trainings but i was wrong. Another tournament coming up in mid december. Trainings as per usual from tomorrow onwards again. Gaaaah. Can't make up my mind whether to attend trainings or not. Tssskkk.

and right now, Ferza is really getting on my nerves.
eh eh eh like mak neneeeeeekkkkkkk!!!
he's driving me nuts.
my mind's blank already.
i need to get started on my assignments and not get distracted by him.
that's it.

Teee lalalaa.

, 8:30 PM

Saturday, November 28, 2009, 4:37 PM

let me tell you

Thursday, November 26, 2009, 1:18 AM

Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
And if it hits, better make it worth the fall

TP Rays.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009, 11:16 PM

yours truly.

Sunday, November 22, 2009, 5:24 PM

time time

, 2:35 AM

It's been a really bad and tiring week. I feel so dead and weak almost every single day. Don't know what's been bothering me so much. School is giving me a really bad time and a big headache whenever i think about my assignments, quizzes, tests and projects. I've not been focussing on my studies lately, well eversince i get too busy with hockey trainings. My free time is the time when i sleep for long hours and next thing i know, as usual, late for school or even worse not attending school at all. Reason is, cannot wake up. Bullshiiiiiits i know. But i can't help it.
So last Monday i was late for school which starts as early as 10 in the morning. Pfft. Headed to NYP after that to watch the TP-ITE hockey match. Wasn't late on Tuesday but i was already half dead, trying to keep myself awake during labs and lectures. Thanks to the PCs during lab lesson and TapTapRevenge. Hahaha :D Had training in the evening, yes in the raiinnn! But it got so heavy that i could barely open my eyes, that's when coach decided to do physical training instead. Gaaah. Then i skipped school on Wednesday like omfg yessss. But i attended two hours of my favourite class, Psychology. uh huhhh :) Training in the evening again and guess it wasn't my day that day.
After training, while doing passes with the guys, i got hit by the ball right on my face, on my nose to be specific. yes OUCCCHH. I felt so dizzy, i sat on the ground, i cried and i laughed, the pain was unbearable, soon my nose started to bleed but it was nothing serious. Red and swollen, the right side of my nose bigger than the other side. Gosh. I had breathing difficulties throughout the night. Lack of sleep, one reason i couldn't wake up the next day. Haha. Well, this happened because Jojo decided to deflect the ball instead of stoping it for me when he knows by right i should be the one stopping the ball and he shoudln't even have blocked my way! Hahaha, but it's okay. It was a "nice" experience. Haa. It's still painful now but it's getting better.
Then came Thursday the day i was supposed to sit for a test in the morning but couldn't wake up. So i'm not sure what's going to happen to my result. Haiyaaaa. Also, it's the day of our match against SP in the evening but it was postponed to Monday due to the heavy rain that flooded the pitch. Tsk. Next day was Friday another day that i was late, an hour late for school and for my test! A different one but i doubt i can pass. Haaaa. So yeah again went to NYP to watch hockey match after school. Had a stay-home-Saturday. Plenty of rest but i still don't think it's enough for me.
Now it's Sunday morning. Just realised that i've been on the net for the past 2hours and this post of mine here is getting a little too long and draggy. I'll stop here as i have nothing else to talk about anyway. I need to go to bed already, training at 10am later. Gaaaaaaaaahhh. End of post goodnight.

hockey pockey

Friday, November 20, 2009, 11:20 PM

* **** ***

Monday, November 16, 2009, 10:46 PM

Those are last weeks' webcam pictures with Michelle. Had nothing to do as i had forgotten to bring the question paper and the lecture notes for our project. So alot of time wasted. Nevertheless, we had lots of fun camwhoring in the library though there were stares everywhere. It was a nice bonding session i had with that retard girl, hahahaha :D

Okay end of post. I really have nothing much to talk about these days. I feel so moody and sick. Dangggg. I'm tired and i'm sleepy. I have to go to bed like right now. Die die must. Will try my best. Hah. If not, i won't be able to wake up tomorrow and i really don't want to have to cab to school every single day pleaseee. I neeeeeeeed to changeeeeeeeee.

let it go

Sunday, November 15, 2009, 7:27 PM

I feel fine and i feel good
I'm feeling like i never should
Whenever i get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if i hurt someone else
Then i'll never see just what we're meant to be

i need a break. a break from all these confusions. i don't want to feel sad whenever i think about it.
i don't want to repeat the same mistake. go, just go. I shall study now.
p:s listen

mummy

Saturday, November 14, 2009, 12:50 AM

sometimes love comes around, and it knocks you down

Thursday, November 12, 2009, 12:15 AM

From the moment you looked at me

And ever since you called my name

You've been everything that I've seen

And now I'm caught up in this game
My mind is spinning round and around

There's something special I have found

They're trying to build a fence

By saying that this won't last

They tell me I don't have a chance

That everything moves too fast

But every time I close my eyes

All I can think of is you and me

damn

Wednesday, November 11, 2009, 11:19 PM

My leg hurts. My whole body is aching. I'm really really tired. Sleepy but can't sleep. Been stressing about school alot. Too caught up with trainings and matches. Now everything's all over the place. All messed up. Projects still untouched. Term tests coming up and i am so not prepared. Cabs to school like again and again. Fcuk quizzes. Gaaahh. They're all driving me nuts. I don't see the need to post anything about the matches i had. Simply a draw nil to nil with NP and lost five to one with NYP. Screwwww themmm! Argh. Annoying or whaaaaaat. Okay i am soo not in the mood.

if there's nothing missing in my life,
then why do these tears come at night?

♥

Sunday, November 8, 2009, 10:38 PM

Not forgetting, Happy Seventeenth Birthday to Malina!

Big girl already huh. Though we may not be seeing each other quite often now,

you know you'll always be in my heart and i will always love you.

Wishing you all the best in life ♥

tomorrow is Monday

, 8:20 PM

Over at my crib - Cooking session

Marina Barrage - Playing TapTapRevenge

Picnic Time!

Jump Shots :D

That's all for todays' post. We had lots of fun yesterday. That's for sure. Okay put that aside. I am still shaking and i still can't stop thinking about what's going to happen tomorrow. It's the day after Sunday. Gaaaahhh. Damn it.

Think positive think positive!!!! oh God, please be kind to us. Ahh that's it that's it.

I want TapTapRevenge

Friday, November 6, 2009, 11:27 PM

Okay great, i don't know where to start. Too many things to talk about. I had no breaks this whole week. Thank God it's finally Friday today but i still have to wake up early tomorrow for the picnic with my team mates. And guess what, Monday is the start of my first Polite match which is against NgeeAnn Polytechnic. Scary or what. But it's okay i'm pretty sure we'll do fine. Hopefully.. huhu :D So as i've mentioned earlier, i had a date with my gummy bear, dearest Khai, on Monday after school. Had lunch over at Swensens and gawwwwwwwwd, awesomeee food as usual. Thanks for the treat dude :) Decided to look for Titees' birthday present. Met up with her and we had a mini advance birthday surprise for her. It was seriously hilarious. HAHA. Anyway, glad she likes it. So again, wishing her a happy seventeenth birthday! =D

Moving on to Tuesday, school was boring and i was sleepy the whole day as usual, but not during hockey. hehe ;) Had a friendly match with Crescent Girls before training. We won 1-0. It wasn't a great shot though but oh well, we already won. So yeahh, well done. Next was Wednesday, over at Repuplic Polytechnic in the evening to watch the floorball matches. Again yeahh, TP beat SP in both women and men category. Thumbs up for them eventhough they didnt win any medals. I thought they played really really well ;)

My favourite day, Thursday. I love the weather. It was freezing cold. Damn syioook. Haha. Poor Sengie the birthday girl was sabotaged by her wonderful team mates after training. Ice cubes, ice water and flour all over. It was really fun. Hah. In case you're wondering, the birthday girl is the one in white :)

And as for today, school was okay i guess but i was still sleepy. Slept during lecture summore. Tsk. After school headed down to NYP to catch the SP-NYP first Polite hockey match. Surprisingly, SP won 3-2. NYP is basically, no national players = cannot survive! Haha, yeap it's so true. The mens' match was the BOMB! Like seriously, i think the whole team is made up of national players, if not, ex-national players or some club players. Like OMG. And they won 8-1 i think. *sighs*

Monday, November 2, 2009, 10:44 AM

I had a job interview last Saturday, and sadly i didnt get the job but it's okay.

Fuck it.

Then, i had a date with Mr I-Know-Everything.

Besides Megan Foxs' voluptuous figure, i thought Jennifer's Body was plainy full of crap.

Someone was already falling asleep -________-

And i saw a guy dressed up as a makcik keropok for halloween.

Something different, haha.

Okay soooooo,

I should be in school right now actually but i'm at home. School starts at 10 today. I have no mood to attend my classes but i'm looking forward to meeting favourite bear in school after my afternoon classes. Hee :) I feel so weak. Like finally i decided to eat the panadols this morning. The headache is killing me. Makes me feel like puking every now and then. And my tummy hurts alot. *sighs*

Anyway, what's more annoying is that polite competition has been postponed again. I have no idea what's the confirmed fixtures are like. However, it's good though because it means that i have more time to prepare myself for the matches. Oh yess .. Okay well, i have to get ready for school now. Don't want to be late for my afternoon classes. Frankly, there's so many things to talk about how i spend my weekend, and this post isn't suppose to be this short. Haha. It's for the sake of not letting my blog look so dead. A proper post next time, i promise. heh :)

oh and i loooove my blog song. Do you?

Friday, October 30, 2009, 11:47 PM

Wednesday, October 28, 2009, 8:58 PM

On Monday i had a date with Titee (Anje) again. It was her who wanted to buy a pair of jeans for herself but i ended up buying a skirt for myself too. I wasn't suppose to spend my money actually but i did i did i did, yes i did, i did it again. gaaah! When will i ever stop buying things that i don't really need? Okay hopefully this will be the last. Huhu. It was a chaotic night we had eventhough it's only the two of us. You can never imagine how crazy we were, laughing all night. Haha xD

I remember i have tons of things to do but i can't recall what they are. And it has always been about school. More and more projects.. Some of the subjects, i still can't figure out what they are all about. I give up on economics. I think it's bullshit. But i love the videos shown by the lecturer. haha. That's the only time i'd be awake during her lecture besides the time when you have to copy down the notes. Haha. Anyway, been sleeping late these few days. No more headaches though but i just can't sleep unless i'm really really very tired like last night. Left school quite late after hockey. And i really think i do need to train hard, and i mean veryyyy hard now. Okay, i have nothing else left to say. Everything's pretty much about school since i'm not working my ass off anymore like i used to. Hee :D That's it. Goodnight people.

♥♥

Sunday, October 25, 2009, 2:55 AM

It's late already, very late i know. Been having headaches for the past few days. It comes and goes. Weird thing is it only happens at night. It's about 3 hours past midnight now and i'm still wide awake and am chatting with random people. I should be sleeping but i just can't close my eyes and put myself to sleep. I don't know what's been bothering me so much. School? So far so good. Just that more and more projects and assignments are coming up. I hate to think about the deadlines though. It sucks big time. Oh and remember i said my lessons clashed with my trainings, yes they're all good now. I won't have to miss any trainings and the best damn thing is of course i've been told that i can start training again! I am healthy enough eventhough not really fully recovered. I still can't carry loads that are heavier than 5kg. Okay good enough, well at least i can start playing again i am happy :)

Now all i have to get in mind now is that i have to stop thinking too much. Maybe that's the problem that's been bothering me. I worry too much. I think too much. It's a great achievement for me anyway, to have stopped pondering about the past life i've been through. Well simply because, when i think back, that's not the life that i want, those are not the things i should be doing, and they're not the ones i want to be with. Yes, it has definitely changed my life.

First i'm no love doctor or love expert, haha. Just to share what i think about this dangerous little thing that drives everyone crazy, that is Love. So this is what i think.
Love does not mean everything in this world. Love comes to you when you know how to appreciate it. Be it with your famliy, friends or soulmates. There's no need to rush or be paranoid all over it because it's just a feeling that's playing around with your heart. Learn from mistakes when it gets all messed up. And when they say they love you, maybe you would want to just spend a little time to think over again what they had said.
Get what i mean?